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[04 Jan 2006|06:39pm] |
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Snaffled from Dawn. Doesn't suprise me as much, except it's not quite right.
Vicki, my loving other half is probably a natural empath. She 'feels' the pain of others, mostly during natural disasters such as floods, hurricanes etc. where her sister tends to 'feel' the pain during manmade incidents- bombings, 9/11 etc.
Yet both of them agree that around me there's some sort of dampener. Around me they don't feel it, nothing gets through. Kind of reminds me what one of my friends who was into this sorta thing called me a while back. Pariah. Soulless one. Magic and psychic thingies tend not to affect me at all and tend to be nullified or dampened when I'm around. The results of this test are right...and wrong. I do notice those things a lot more than other people but probably because I tend to not be affected by them.
Random supernatural ramble for the day, concluded.
Now to go do some things before going into town to join a D & D campaign as a Psiforged (Warforged with Psiforged body feat) soulknife/fighter/rogue.
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| Boredom and Screwed Up Fonts. |
[01 Dec 2005|09:26pm] |
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The past month has been...not entirely interesting. I've left the craphole job I was in to risk the wonders of recruitment agencies. I've started a Mordheim campaign in the University and gotten folks interested in it. I folded and bought a couple of Magic decks, all the boosters I needed and now have a Red-White Boros deck and a Blue-Black Dimir deck. One can be defined as 'Charge Men!' and the other is tricksy. Like a hobbit.
I also sorted out most of my meh-ness in the real world and now look to go back to online RPing with a whole new vigour, which will be good as I have simply been too much of a sideliner for too long. Which is a shame as I still can play the megalomaniacal villain better than most others could even try.
My Dark Throne account has been massed to hell and back...BUT STILL I STAND! I have managed to survive prolly the largest war the game has seen and negotiated with every single alliance leader involved- I am truly neutral. Oh, and now I can go back to building my account up- again.
My Lizardmen are taking shape as a proper army- I've converted one my mounted Scar Veterans to be the Battle Standard bearer and bought a Lord as well on yet another Cold One.
And What Is Love?
...Baby Don't Hurt Me....Don't Hurt Me....No More...
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| Ho hum..... |
[10 Nov 2005|06:06pm] |
I'm bored.
I want to RP online...pah...
Throw me a freaking community shaped bone someone...
Will also get round to posting responses from the earlier thread....
Who the hell is Melissa? My memory's a bit shagged, forgive me.
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| Kindness and Cruelty. |
[05 Nov 2005|09:21pm] |
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As some well know...the part of my online life I was having problems with earlier has practically collapsed. It was inevitable...but it wasn't the fact that it collapsed that caused me pain...it was the way it happened. Things were said...and well, it was the most unpleasant hour and a half of my life...I was physically sick after it and still am not quite right...
So I wake up this morning, depressed, tired...alone. The post hasn't come and as such my retail copy of City of Villains has not arrived. It looks like I'm going the weekend without...
But then....
An act of amazing kindness. A person who I have only spoken to once or twice on the official CoH forums has sent me a retail code.
He'd gotten 2 copies of the wrong edition and I'd asked simply that if he was able to keep those copies that we trade codes. As in he sends me his 'spare' code and I'll send mine when it arrives.
However, he sent the code...and has said not to send one back to him. He's not fussed.
Wow. That is just...amazing. My entire mood shifted...here I was, depressed, down and alone because I had been exiled from yet another community, hurt by yet more people I trusted....and a complete stranger out of the blue does something kind for me.
Just in case anyone wonders what this 'free' code cost him and indeed myself on my order? $50. In effect this guy has given me a $50 present and I barely even know him.
I'm just...wow. Kinda off my feet at the moment....
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| Pain.... |
[05 Nov 2005|09:45am] |
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Maybe I act on confused behavior.
Maybe waves crash like semi-trailer.
Maybe I’ll spend my off time without you.
It seems like we need our own space.
And all this time I wasted away;
Do not feel good unless you stay stay stay.
And all this time I chased you away,
Simply to catch back up with,
Your solitude is welcome welcome.
Your attitude is welcome welcome.
Your solitude is welcome, welcome
Your attitude is welcome.
All you see is red lights behind me,
Maybe this isn’t what you wanted baby.
And I don’t blame you falling backwards,
No one’s ever quite confused you this way.
And all this time we wasted away;
We don’t feel good unless we’re gray gray.
And all the times I chased you away,
I simply don’t feel good.
Your solitude is welcome welcome.
Your attitude is welcome welcome.
Your solitude is welcome welcome.
Your attitude is welcome.
You are welcome.
You are welcome.
You are welcome.
You are welcome.
All this time,
We heard,
Alarms,
Come to find,
We fell,
Apart.
This whole thing has crashed down,
Crashed down.
All this time,
We heard,
Alarms.
Your solitude is welcome welcome.
Your attitude is welcome welcome.
Your solitude is welcome welcome.
Your attitude is welcome.
You are welcome.
You are welcome.
You are welcome.
You are welcome....
Lyrics from Alien Ant Farm's Attitude.
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| Ever Feel.... |
[29 Oct 2005|02:43pm] |
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...that despite sorting one turbulent part of your life out and finally getting it 'right' that something else goes wrong?
Because....I do.
I finally sort out my actual life, my plans for the future, my plans for careers and the lot...
Just to find part of my online life...the RP part....has completely gone to shit in a matter of days.
Sometimes I feel I'm fighting a war I can never win.....
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| Leave Your Name and.... |
[22 Oct 2005|03:25pm] |
1. I'll respond with something random about you.
2. I'll tell you what song/movie reminds me of you.
3. I'll pick a flavor of jello to wrestle with you in.
4. I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me.
5. I'll tell you my first/clearest memory of you.
6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of.
7. I'll ask you something that I've always wondered about you.
8. If I do this for you, you must post this on your journal. You MUST
Ok. Now. Git posting. See?
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| Wait Til Tomorrow |
[04 Oct 2005|02:01am] |
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I'll update then.
*slumps down*
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| Oh noes. Even more. Curse you Dawn! |
[26 Sep 2005|09:46am] |
 | You scored as Deacon Frost. Yeah you are the take no prisoners it's my way no matter what type. You do whatever the hell you like and make no apolligies for it. The tempermental vamp surrounded by lots of hot chick vampires
Deacon Frost | | 83% | Spike | | 67% | Akasha | | 58% | Blade | | 58% | Lestat | | 50% | Armand | | 50% | Marius | | 42% | Dracula | | 33% | Angel | | 17% | Louis | | 17% | </td>
Whose your Vampire personality? (images)
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 | You scored as Demon. Demon: Darkness is your sanctuary. Demons are many and are all different in appearence and rank. The most common are the ones that feed off of human souls. They love to make someone fall into their inner darkness. Blood, wrath, murder... You name it they love it. These beings don't care who you are, if they set their sights on you, let's just hope you know a good excorist. They kill any love within you and pull you toward their side. By any means possible. You wish for chaos and hate, you are the Demon.
Demon | | 92% | Dragon | | 42% | WereWolf | | 42% | Mermaid | | 17% | Faerie | | 8% | Angel | | 0% | </td>
What Mythological Creature are you? (Cool Pics!)
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| Wow...more things... |
[25 Sep 2005|09:43pm] |
 | You scored as Godzilla. You are Godzilla, king of the monsters. You are powerful and you make sure everyone knows it. You like to destroy japanese cities and breath beams of radiation at pedestrians in your spare time.
Godzilla | | 72% | Mecha-Godzilla | | 53% | King Ghidorah | | 50% | Rodan | | 45% | Mothra | | 28% | Baragon | | 28% | </td>
Which Godzilla movie monster are you?
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 | You scored as Godzilla. You are Godzilla, King of all monsters! You like to wreak havok on smaller beings, and stop around down town Tokyo. No one can stand in your way!
Godzilla | | 81% | King Ghidorah | | 69% | Mothra | | 50% | Ebirah | | 38% | Gigan | | 38% | Anguirus | | 31% | Baragon | | 19% | Rodan | | 19% | Hedorah | | 19% | Kumonga | | 13% | </td>
Which Godzilla Character Are You?
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Two in a row.
Guess that makes me the King.
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| Well that was obvious... |
[25 Sep 2005|09:39pm] |
 | You scored as Wolverine. Wolverine is a loner, and a skilled fighter. He's got the hots for Jean Grey but a better fit for him would be Storm. He doesn't like to follow orders which pisses Cyclops off. He has terrible memories from the experimentation done on him at Weapon X. Even though he doesn't show it, he loves the X-Men. Powers: Fast healing and adamantium skeleton and claws.
Wolverine | | 75% | Rogue | | 50% | Colossus | | 45% | Iceman | | 45% | Storm | | 40% | Nightcrawler | | 30% | Jean Grey | | 30% | Gambit | | 25% | Emma Frost | | 20% | Cyclops | | 15% | Beast | | 10% | </td>
Most Comprehensive X-Men Personality Quiz 2.0
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Yeah. Kinda knew I would turn out to be Wolverine. Kinda my personality that does it.
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| Tidying in Progress |
[22 Sep 2005|09:35am] |
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So, I finally got round to tidying the Study. Kind of. I've started organising what goes where in preparation for painting...I have to start doing that again. I've sorted my shelves out and started putting things on them....
And boy do I have a lot of Lizardmen. My top shelf is cram-packed full of them...when I can I'll take a picture and post it up but needless to say it's an impressive sight.
The second shelf has my Marine army on it, which needs some loving as I have a few repairs to make and have to seriously start painting them again as they were by far my best works. That and I actually want to learn how to use them.
The third shelf will be for my Death Guard, who again need a touch up here and there, some rebasing for the Terminators, some actual painting for my most recent units....(I'll finish the nurglings off one day...)
On other news....who got into the CoV Closed Beta test? *evil grin*
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| To quote a certain admiral... |
[08 Sep 2005|01:49pm] |
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It's a Trap!
I'm going to be blunt and honest now. New Orleans is a shamble. Bush couldn't handle a pissup in a brewery and all this has gone to show is his incompetence. But seriously now, did the people who built the damn city have so much as a thought? Real smart idea, build a very large city BELOW sea level. Sure.
I can imagine the scene. You had one construction worker talking to the other, saying 'below sea level would be fine, nothing can go wrong here' and from the corner Admiral Ackbar appears and yes folks, he says 'It's a Trap!' But no one listened, did they? New Orleans got lucky every other time a hurricane hit. This was going to happen, sooner or later. No amount of sea or river defences would have stopped a storm. You live in a bowl folks, when water comes along it's going to stay a good long time. Let's hope when they rebuild they learn from previous mistakes and do something about height elevation.
Cause just rebuilding it without any alterations .....
http://ackbarlendsahelpinghand.ytmnd.com/
See the link.
I'm truly bored. I loathe my current job. I feel raw, passionate hatred for it. It's an abominable job. And I look forward to the day I leave it. I'm booking the Christmas Holidays off and they aren't stopping me. I refuse to call anyone during the Christmas holidays because you know they will get shitty and obnoxious with you. But it's not like this company thinks of that. I've stated flat out I will refuse to do any surveys regarding terrorism, simply because it's not a comfortable subject. Hey you, phone people in London 2 weeks later and ask how they feel. Two weeks? Two fucking weeks? Jesus....do they not think people need time to recover?!
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